rui (fade)

Running in circles in my head
Like a spider spinning webs
Hate myself again

Tired of feeding everyone
Acting like I'm having fun
Wish that this would end

Walk on by you see it in my eyes
This smile is just a lie a lie

Coz I'm numb inside to everything
Wanna run and hide but you’re in front of me
Push everyone away
There's no words for me to say
I am over it

Coz I'm numb inside to everything
Wanna run and hide but you’re in front of me
Push everyone away
There's no words for me to say
I am over it
I'm numb

Some people wanna hurt you most
Make you feel like you're a ghost
Empty underneath

It's easier to shut my mouth
push the feelings down
Instead of losing everything

Walk on by you see it in my eyes
This smile is just a lie a lie

Coz I'm numb inside to everything
Wanna run and hide but you're in front of me
Push everyone away
There's no words for me to say
I am over it

Coz I'm numb inside to everything
Wanna run and hide but you’re in front of me
Push everyone away
There's no words for me to say
I am over it
I'm numb

Walk away coz I'm only gonna hurt you
If you stay don't know what you’re getting into
Coz I'm just the ghost
of the girl that I used to be

Coz I'm numb inside to everything
Wanna run and hide but you’re in front of me
Push everyone away
There's no words for me to say
I am over it

Coz I'm numb inside to everything
Wanna run and hide but you're in front of me
Push everyone away
There's no words for me to say
I am over it
I'm numb